FEBRUARY 1974: My father dies in an avalanche. I am told nothing about this.

JUNE 1974: Three school friends persuade me to come with them. She is lying there naked and her tits are huge. I am short and thin and when I lie down on top of her I feel like I'm on a water bed. I don't know how to start but she is patient. After a couple of minutes I leave the straw hut and think: was that sex?